Don't judge yourself based on your breasts.(nudity)

I tell myself this a lot here of late.

I absolutely dislike them.

They are to big (42H)

They are disgusting in color

They have to many blemishes

And

Where the fuck is my nipple again?

Always so hard to find them

Till it is freezing outside then

Every one knows were they are.

Fuck my life

So like any idiot would do

I am taking the thing that makes me feel

Disgusting

Hideous

Unworthy of Love.

And I am blogging about it

.....With pictures

Because I did not choose the breasts I have

I do not choose for them to look the way they do

I have pcos and that equals hormonal in balance

so hair grows on my body were it should not

I also have acne do to this.

Also I have boils some times .

Do you really think any one would choose to feel ugly in life?

It should not be this terrifying for me to put my breasts out there.

Why cant I be judge on who I am as a human being.

Not the in perfections of my skin.












pics

Sincerely K

Why do others opinion matter so much

I look in the mirror and I love myself.

Every fat roll every inch of extra flesh

I love myself

But then I think

What does every one else see?

Then I feel undeserving of my own Love.

Like I should be ashamed of all that makes me beautiful.













The curve of my lips when I smile.

The way my thighs kiss each other with every step I take.

All the things I love suddenly turn into the things that make me ugly.

The things that make me want to hide myself away from the world....


But I am beautiful. why should others opinions matter so much.

I am Loved

I am me

I am glorious in every way. 

Every inch of my body deserves to be Loved!

Sincerely K